See more of our coverage in your search results. Lauren Silverman got candid about getting pregnant with Simon Cowell's baby while she was married to her now-ex-husband. The socialite referred to her 2013 pregnancy with her now-12-year-old son, Eric, as one of the hardest times of my life on Tuesday's episode of the Happy Mum podcast. There are so many emotions that went with that, because it was the end of my marriage, she said, alluding to her first husband, Andrew Silverman. 8 Lauren Silverman opened up about getting pregnant with Simon Cowell's baby while she was married. (Seen above: Silverman and Cowell with their son). laurenmichellecowell/Instagram 8 On Tuesday's episode of the Happy Mum podcast, the socialite (seen above) called her pregnancy with her now-12-year-old son, Eric, as one of the hardest times of my life. happymumhq/Instagram It was one of the hardest times of my life, because - I don't want to say regretful, because I don't regret anything - do I wish it had happened a different way? Lauren, 48, said. Of course I do. But I think everything happens for a reason, she continued. It was just one of those moments where I knew it was right and that was what I wanted and that Simon was the person I wanted to spend my life with. And so, however we got there, I just believed that it was meant to be. 8 There are so many emotions that went with that, because it was the end of my marriage, obviously, she said, referring to her now-ex-husband, Andrew Silverman. (Seen above: the exes in 2012). / SplashNews.com 8 It was one of the hardest times of my life, because - I don't want to say regretful, because I don't regret anything - do I wish it had happened a different way, Lauren (seen above with Cowell) added. laurenmichellecowell/Instagram Lauren and Cowell sparked affair rumors in 2012, but the latter's lawyer denied the allegations, calling them false and reckless, per People. However, the following year, news broke that the couple was expecting their first child together, with an insider telling the outlet that Lauren was unhappy in her ma #pagesix #podcastdailynews